As I am doing this travel series of my Thailand adventure, it seems as though I am holding on to faded memories. My post vacay high has settled and we halfway through month 2 of the new year. Life usually starts settling and returning to normal round about this time.
I remember last year this time feeling the same and this time I finally think I need to do something about it.
(That feeling of what is my purpose here at a job and I am slowly starting to discover what makes me tick.)
I can try and capture every memory by taking a picture of everything, but I discovered on my travels where my passion is. I want to learn from people,see different places and experiences different things all while sharing it with everyone. I want that to be my everyday life. I want an adventure every day.
My NYE was amazing nothing like being on the beach with your best friend toes in the sand and 1000 other crazy people alongside you. That evening while lighting lanterns I made a wish, I know I shouldn’t share it because it won’t come true, so they say… My wish was to live more and experience life and everything it has to offer live the adventure my soul desires.
Since I started this blog in June 2013, it has been my cornerstone a therapeutic outlet for my creative being. Yes, I want to inspire you all with my beautiful pictures, travel adventures, fashion looks and inspirational words but I don’t want to be writing these things if I cannot live it too.
So as I look back at how happy I was on NYE care free with new and old friends I want my life never too loose focus on why I am here to bring hope and happiness to everyone I meet, and I think God would have intended me to do.
I think it is finally time for me to spread my wings and go…
It is amazing how, one vacation, one month back home and a passing of one friend have changed the Thailand Trio so much. We have learned that the world is truly our oyster, we don’t need to have things figured out all the time, and life is truly short and while our hearts are still beating to the sound of a drum in distant lands we need to Make it Happen!
I don’t know where I will be in the future but I do know I don’t want to wake up one day and say I never truly lived.
So I don’t know what to do now conflicted with a thousand thoughts, I thought I was finally figuring life out. Do I save up money and go and see what happens teach English or something , or stick it out here and see what happens decisions decisions…
If you had the choice to pack up and go (I know it’s not easy)What would you do?
Peace love & Happiness